Music: Half Of My Heart - John Mayer
Mood: Like a river..

Ok I'm having a family crisis. Thats TERRIBLE. Oh gosh. See, my maid has went home for a week so my grandma's doing the chores right now.
BUT. My grandma's going Japan next week so the only people at home: My mum, Lynn, Fann and me. Why is this a crisis?

1. None of us know how to cook.
2. None of us know how to do chores. AT ALL.
3. Only FANN will be awake in the afternoon because we will be sleeping. This also means there's no one to take care of the litttle devil.

I think those top three reasons are enough to cause a full-blown panic attack. Okay maybe everyone will be back home by the time we wake up but there's no one to do the chores in the afternoon! I can practically foresee my aunts screaming at my mum next week.
Poor mum. Sucks to be an adult.
Well I tried to help. And I learned to operate the microwave oven cus I can't just scream "MAKE HOT!" and bada bing bada boom, someone will do it for me. Okay the first time I tried, I used a metal plate and Lynn was screaming like I was trying to kill her.
So what. I learned in the end. Who said I was useless.
OH well. I hope next week will be over REALLY soon. Otherwise my grandma will come home to find the house has crumbled to dust.

Talking to Annabelle now, she's nice as always :). I think I should take a break from maple. I've been training since yesterday night and doing monster carnival until I went from lvl 36 to lvl41 in one night.
Which was the reason I slept at 9.
But my partner was really awesome and we would have won all the wayy if it wasn't for the they-win-once-we-win-once rule.
Good teamwork no? :D

Music: Favourite Girl - Justin Bieber
Mood: Go-go, not cry-cry. :)

I'm thinking of shifting my blog to some place new. No, I won't post a relink page here. Maybe when I have the time. Hee :)
Right, I have this huge fetish right now with BOOTS. Yes boots. I don't like those boots with stiletto heels because they make me look like a 20 year old even more. In fact, I love the boots that Miley Cyrus wore in the Party In The USA vid.
I think they're awesome! Not HER. Just the boots. So I went online searching for the exact boots(everyone knows I fucking hate imitations. The pure existence of imitation goods pisses me off) and I found it. USD1000. W-O-W.
Obviously my mum's not gonna get that for me. :l But she promised me when we go HK we can go boots hunting. YAY! I love my mum :)

Oh yesterday I went to change the password of the account that was hacked. The douche actually used MY account and continued playing so I still had some stuffs left and of course, I changed my password immediately. HAH! IN YOUR FACE DOUCHE BAG.

Music: Damned If I Do Ya(Damned If I Don't) - All Time Low
Mood: Crazy

Hello! I'm really really tired because today's lesson was pure torture. We had two hours of theory. Just theory, and the class was REALLY quiet.
Setting the right atmosphere for JLPT I guess. Everyone was VERY stressed out and quiet, even Shirley was paying more attention than usual.
And I didn't really sleep last night because Lynn and I were like playing Maplestory. I just felt like playing so we started to train all over again. Realised lots of my friends left the game already and Klin's playing private server ):
But Boey's thinking of joining so maybe I'll get a partner after all! :D

Okay okay I really REALLY wanna blog about yesterday. It was AWESOME! Although some parts of my body were tanner than before.
Oh no, actually the parts where I applied sunblock remained the same colour. Just the parts I missed out. Which are my feet.
They're brown. /rolls eyes

So we found a place and got settled. There were LOTS of sandwiches. Grandma is just SO afraid we wouldn't eat enough.
The sun was shining like its the fire and we're barbeque meat.
But its so much better than rain so I guess I can't complain! :)
Anyway, four of us kids ran screaming, LITERALLY, to the sandy area. And the ground was scorching hot under my feet. Ouch. :l We played in the water for a long time and Xuan got totally soaked because she was too short and the waves covered her entirely.
Ha ha! :D And we started building sandcastles while the adults came to stuff food in our mouths. The nuggets and mayo were pretty good.
And I helped with the tuna! :D
Fann and my aunts caught this crab and my grandpa tortured it while he ate. It was hilarious cus the crab jerked everytime his hand went near it.
Eventually we had to let it go cus we were afraid it'd die, so we threw it back to the ocean and it crawled right back!
My aunt pushed it towards the ocean and it crawled towards us again. Then she had one of her brilliant ideas and dug a hole and shove the crab in the hole.

After that everyone came down and helped build this BEAUTIFUL sandcastle for the crab! We let the crab in after it was done. We are awesome :D
Check out the pics:



The crab's in the tunnel by the time we got around to taking pictures. And thats my hand there! :D


Thats the crab! Beautiful right? :D

Ok I just changed my skin cus the previous one was just getting too old. And you know what they say about old. :D
This one seems alittle weird but I'm sure it'll grow on me. Ha ha alright I'd better be going back in-game! xx

Ironic isn't it? Just yesterday I sent a love message to everyone in my contact list and now I feel this intense repulsion to anyone who's not related to me. My phone's still out, I'm not up for any interrogations or confrontations bullshit.
Maybe I have been too sheltered in my entire life. Maybe its time I learn. If I don't, history will just repeat itself all over again.
I'm sorry for not turning up today for Chris's birthday party. And the school band concert.
Emo isn't me I know. I can practically see Brana raising her eyebrows at me. But I'm not emo. I'm just.. not talking to anybody else because they scare the hell out of me..
Its.. the great escape. What a joke. Ha ha ha..
Anyway I'm not getting all emo, like slit-my-wrist-hang-myself-write-a-letter emo. I'm in a resting mood, getting ready for something bigger in the future.
After all I'm going to a whole new place after this year. I can start all over. I feel like a coward. And I just hate myself.
Then again, I should think twice about Australia. What makes me think I can handle things myself overseas? It can't be any easier.
I don't know what I'm trying to do. Talk myself out of it? If I don't wanna go poly, I can't go jc and I'm not going monash.. there's only one place left. And I don't wanna think about that, not now.

Something on the bright side? I'm going hongkong! Either further this month or next year when the kids are at school. Im so looking forward to that! :) I'd have preferred to go Japan though. Where ms full-of-bullshit resides. Ha ha.. I miss you ): xx
I remember when we had our first periods together. Like really together. It was hilarious. And we had sleepovers and Daniel was trying to scare us with ghost stories and we'd just practically merge into each other's skin and fall aslp AND wake up the next day in the exact same posture and sweating like hell.
I remember how she hated chilli and we'd share a bowl of noodles at some random hawker centre and we'd tell the uncle to 'put the chilli one side only'. And how we both hated to shell prawns so we'd tell the uncle to 'take it all off' in chinese!
I remember how we bought the same presents for each other and summed it up to chemistry.
I remember how she broke my limited edition hello kitty glass figurine and I was shocked but she cried for a week over it. Silly.
I remember how we both laughed for an hour because Zann was crying and screaming that she crushed an ant.
I remember once I was really sad over some ridiculous guy.
Her: Fiona. Fiona look at me.
Me: /looks.
Her: /does a pose. Do I look like britney spears?
HAHA OMG. I'm hysterical. She's so gonna kill me.

"maybe you should just let people take care of you" Those words hurt like hell. And I dont think I'll ever ever forget it.
Then again, I think her actions hurt more than his words.

Friends come and go, sisters stay to hold the show.

I'm so sick of people telling me lies just because they have a right to. Because they think I won't understand. Because they're afraid of hurting me. I'm fucking 16, to y'all shitzopops out there! I wish I could just stay at home until I wither and fucking die or something.
Either people cant leave me alone or they just toally leave me out of everything altogether. Can you choose something and let it be that.
I switched off my mobile, I'm not coming online anymore. Stay the fuck out of my business. Go away you fake bitches. Get your fucking nose out of my life.
Anyone who shows up at my house, I'll show you the meaning of uptight.
Right in your fucking ass.
"Everyone's baby girl." Fuck y'all. I'm not a BABY anymore.
And for those who treat me like I'm non-existent/like crap, stop trying to act nice and benign. I can see right through you. Ima drop as many effbombs as I want.
You think I'm bimbo? You think I'm "trashy" and fake? Oh, and "weird and retarded"? Get a life, why the fuck are you still reading this then? I hope youre happy now.
Its all so fucking surreal, like a huge joke and someone's behind the camera, ready to shout CUT! anytime.
Production ends. Set closed. Go away.

Bahh I'm having this really bad headache right now. Alright I'm very very sick. Ziyang almost murdered me when he found out I walked in the rain.
Well there weren't enough umbrellas to go around and you know how much I hate umbrellas. The rain is such a romantic thing. (: Except for the squishy part.
He just raised his eyebrows at my supposedly lame explanation.

Whatever okay. Ziyang's ALWAYS mean(I hope he reads this).

I love my bright pink nails. They're awesome! Especially cus I painted them myself. Anyway.. Ah.. I suppose I should blog about my chalet trip since it was fawesome!! :D
Totally. But I was too tired the past few days. Not to mention very sick. And I'm braving the radiation by using my laptop on my lap just to type a bloody post.
Yesterday was worse, I think everyone in class caught my flu. Sorry people. I swore I heard Kuriyama sensei sniffing. Oops.

Ah back to the chalet.
Oh so I got Seth to help me check in to the chalet with complete assurance that we won't get him into any trouble.
He was so nice cus he got Lynn and me stuffed toys and chocs from Aus. :D
Everything got settled and we split up. Joanne and company stayed in the chalet while the others went ehub to have our brunch at macs. Yes. Macs.
Alright I know its totally unhealthy and I kind of swore off macs but it was the most appropriate thing to eat at that time!
There were seven of us, including Charmaine who joined much later.
We kind of wandered around ehub and finally decided to play pool. All of us against Pungyee. The humiliating thing is: we didn't even win once. Or did we?
Don't remember. But we all had fun and thats the thing I remembered! :D
I'd bet everyone had fun too because we decided to meet early the next day to play again! Haha! :D

So we met at like 1100 at ehub and headed straight for the top floor. This time we weren't so lucky cus Cheryl got caught. In the end she had to go and play in the arcade on her own while Wenjie, Pungyee, Qiuyi and I played against each other.
Felt really bad and went to find her in Coffee Bean and tried a few rounds in the arcade together before rounding them pool players out for lunch.
Ate at Buddysomething. My phone almost died in the restaurant due to overload of messages.I felt like ending its life right there and then.
Until they told me I was supposed to 'mark all and delete' because there isn't a 'delete all' button in the damn phone.
So I cheered up and got hungry pretty quickly. While I was eating they were talking about shit. Thanks guys. Poo you.
Went back to the chalet after lunch and I could feel the the lethargy spreading and my energy just about died. I could feel myself zoning out completely and not catching conversations. Sorry people. :x
Everyone decided to play Uno(before that Pungyee showed me this really cool card trick. I've always been fascinated by card tricks!)
We kept changing places because everyone was cheating. Qiuyi said Pungyee was looking at my cards. Haha!
Everyone was trying to kill everyone else, especially Wanting and Pungyee. Hilarious.
We got hungry after that and went to downtown east to have dinner. It was a horrible dinner. But I had noodles at home after that. :DD I just love my grandma.
Strolled back to the chalet with the squishy ground beneath us to play pool. Fun! :D
Cheryl's dad sent me home again. :D Super tired.

What a long post. Daddy took me out just now for dinner at Suntec's soup restaurant. Hee and we bought organic soymilk!!
Oh and yami yogurt! YUM! :D Heehee.
My headache is still there and I think I'll sleep my sickness away. Although I really should take medicine. Haha :D Oh well I've survived blogging. Goodnight everyone. xx

ZOMFG I'm so freaking jealous of Zann! She went mountain climbing, decked in pink! Miss you much babe, life is soooo different without you ): xx

Yesterday was super exhausting.
Had lunch at four seasons with Ziyang Mich & Damian and handed them my own homemade muffins! :D Its got their names on it. They should be so honoured cus I don't just touch the kitchen for anybody. /wiggles eyebrows & smiles.
After that Ziyang drove me to Taka while they go and prepare for the upcoming EOY cum xmas party. AWESOME! :D
So I was walking around on my own for awhile cus everyone was late and I saw the Marc Jacobs owl bag and the new collection and I just wanna faint.
My mum refused to buy the owl bag for me because I just got a DKNY and AnnaSui one.):

Anyhooo, found Cheryl, Terrence and Gerwyn and we watched a korean movie(it was funny) and played pool. I don't rly think I was playing. More like messing up the balls -.-
I can hear snickers already. I hate all of you. HAHA! :D
And you know I totally didn't mean that.
Although I felt that I looked like a total douche the entire time. BAH it was horrible!
Haha but the dinner was alittle bit too cheesy for my taste. When I got home, I shimmied out of my jeans and crawled under the covers where I lay dead on the bed until this morning.

Was supposed to go figurine-hunting with Brian today but something cropped up last minute. Sorry hun, next time perhaps? :D
I'll buy a hugeeeee figurine for you! Loves :D

There's a chalet gathering with school mates tomorrow. Charmaine's going! :DD
Hope it'll be fun. Ha.
My mum thinks I'll end up oversleeping and then bailing out cus thats what I did for almost every outing unless its shopping(I woke up at 8 for that. And came home with 5 pieces from DKNY. KICKASS :D).
She's so mean. Well I'll prove her wrong!